January 2012
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December 2010
1 post
never obsessing over love.
I’ve never been one to obsess over love never been the fool with glazed over eyes searching starry skies for a chance to place my wish never placed my self worth in his greedy hands wondering why he didn’t call back never made a move never cried wolf never gave in at all I’m a brick wall I will never fall I will never fall used to tell myself someone would care to tear down...
October 2010
1 post
suggestion for a cover?
give me a suggestions for a cover. i’ll do one soon.
August 2010
4 posts
sad brown eyes.
i used to see those brown eyes they were so sad and lonely reminded me of mine remember mine
i was disappointed in the words you said i was disappointed in the words bouncing in your head
i love your sad eyes your sad brown eyes no matter who they look at i love your sad eyes your sad brown eyes i love your sadness and the beauty in your pain
the irony of it all candy coated migraines driving...
39,000 reasons to keep going.
okay. i wasn’t planning on writing a novel about my journey so far until my 2 year anniversary of having a music myspace, which is the 22nd of august, but it seems as though now would be a fitting moment to write.
it is currently 1:30 am and around an hour or maybe more ago… i hit 39,000 plays.
that may not seem like a big deal to some people, and in the grand scheme… it...
SO CLOSE TO 39,000 PLAYS! LISTEN NOW (: →
seriously it would so much to me to just hit this goal. it’s honestly a few more plays and i’m there. if you could just tell a friend or two, or reblog this.. that would be awesome. give a kid a break and listen up ;)
overwhelming.
as some of you know, i am a jonas brothers fan. i went to the opening night show in chicago. i was very fortunate to be front row against the center catwalk.
while demi was performing, i was holding back tears. i couldn’t figure out why. but i couldn’t let myself cry. i mean, why did i even feel sadness. was it even sadness?
then the jonas boys came on. they performed their freaking...
July 2010
5 posts
who am i?
i am cecelia findorff. i am eighteen and i live in minnesota, but will be attending columbia college in the fall for vocal performance. basically i love the sea, road trips and concerts. i drink too many malts, tweet too much and travel too far. i am very very very tall, and definitely the girl in front of you at your favorite band’s concert who you can’t see around. i am very...
Bad Romance- Myself.
acoustic cover from my demo....
MY DEMO IS DONE BEING EDITED.
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May 2010
1 post
past indulgences.
4 weeks shy of 18 Still trying to figure out What all this shit means Scrub my skin till it’s clean Forget everything
2 months away from a summer of music and love Making wishes and looking up Looking up up up
I’ve been meeting my demons In public places Crying out for help In public spaces Hoping this year will erase My past indulgences
And in this crowded room I silently...
April 2010
1 post
Stealing the moon for you
I wasted so many wishes on you It was 11:11, it was 12:34, it was 7:05 I don’t know why, I don’t know why I never had a good poker face
I wish I could lie straight to you The nights I spent awake are through Every song isn’t dedicated to your face I wish because I know time can heal space
(pre-chorus) And now it’s 4 am again I’m twisting and turning flipping my...
March 2010
3 posts
Working on stuff with Deano tonight!
Hey, it's reccomend a blog day! Reccomend me for...
February 2010
1 post
Deano is coming over yo work on stuff soon! yay!
December 2009
1 post
Wash Over Me
You grab my hand to run away I am afraid until you say Cecelia everything will be okay Drive through the night Just to see today Listening to that mix Makes me wanna fall in love Or be smart enough Not gonna beak my heart It wasn’t fairly played I knew it from the start
You had me at hello and I won’t be saying good bye.
I can’t write about what I don’t know On a roller...
November 2009
1 post
make you mine
It’s hard watching my world walk by passing with only hello and goodbye hard seeing’ you still smile at her knowing that’s what you prefer i paint the room with your favorite memories and she’s still all you see
i’m no supergirl but i could save the world i’m not spiderman but i would jump if you asked not perfect cause i’m not her i’m not her cause she’s what you prefer i could...
October 2009
2 posts
Pretty face pretty name.
Everybody wants to be that girl Mmm She owns the world But they don’t know whats inside As it ends it begins She looks in the mirror and doesn’t recognize Who lies behind her lies Who is the girl inside Mirrored in her eyes
Such a pretty face Such a pretty face We watch it go to waste Such a pretty name Such a pretty name The rumors it creates We all see her but we don’t know her We hate her but...
Reality.
You were in my dream the other day We sat next to each other on a plane You knew my name & I rolled awake
I keep trying to sleep cause your with me In my dreams you speak so eloquently In my dreams I see us clearly What I’d give for that to be Our reality
You were in my dream the other night Would I kiss you? I might Then our eyelashes touched It became too electric I woke up with my cheeks...
September 2009
6 posts
We can fly.
Our hands touch and sparks fly That are brighter than the sky (Brighter than the stars in the sky) I am yours and you are mine It’s been months since I could speak But where you are is where I wanna be (prechorus) Mmmm can’t you see can’t you see You’ve made quite an impression on me And again I can believe that one day It’s all gonna be okay cause (chorus)...
Daddy told me.
I came home and sat in the kitchen I must have had a silly look cause Daddy asked what was wrong I told him I just want to sing my songs I don’t need bright lights I don’t need tons of people I just wanna sing I just wanna be free I just wanna sing Theres nothing wrong with that he said I hope you follow your dreams I know you won’t get lost I’ll always be here no matter what life...
Do you remember
Time moved fast 3 months have passed These feelings still last Feelings still last Everytime I close my eyes I still see You staring back at me Your eyes are a masterpeice Browns Yellows and Greens Want to wake up and See you here with me Your eyes are an upside down map They make me get lost like that To be lost with you is in my dreams But I would never be lost if your with me ...
Bigger than your schemes
I am one big joke to you Your a hyena in a zoo I dream while you sigh This song is your punchline You kept me locked away You rattled my cage Thought it was a funny game Tryin’ to steal my stage You say I’m crazy I say I’m a dreamer Your so negative I’m a believer Your in a cage Now I’m so free I see right through your schemes
You won’t be laughing...
Tough Times
You told me you’ve had enough This is the last straw to be broken This is the last day you will take it I think your very mistaken You told me your leaving today I try to sleep but I can’t I try to hit the hay but I bounce back [chorus] I need you to stay here (stay here) You are my rock when times get tough Can I just say they are tough enough? For you to stay here (stay...
Claustraville
I need more space in this town Hello my name is claustraphobia What I should have read on the way in All the boys and the girls and the ladies and the men
I tried to escape and I thought I found him Turns out he was like every other John Bob Tim Tom Matty and Jim Heart broken and mistaken kid
This is a nice place to visit But no where I want to live I don’t really fit in here I don’t...
August 2009
11 posts
You and I
I forget why and then you came around All I can think is you and I (You and I) Back then it was all so perfect Back then was a different time
I’m sitting here surrounded by Countless men and women in love With stars in there eyes as the look above All I see is you and I (You and I)
Half wish it was the old days Just you and I (You and I) Half wish it would never be the same Maybe we could...
Pretend it's not the end
As my summer fades- This anxiety builds I don’t want to be cliche- but paranoid sums it up pretty well The trees catch fire while my sleeves grow longer I’m beginning to question if friendship grows stronger We all will cry, We all fall down We all pretend it’s not the end But I keep screaming it’s not (no it’s not) it’s not Because we’ve got our friendship and [chorus] I’ve got my...
So Bad So Beautiful
These are one of the nights that I’ve been wishing I could be Just like her- not like me She looks like a former beauty queen
[bridge] I love her but I get so jealous It eats me up inside I need to calm down and remind myself Theres more than meets the eye
[chorus] I wanna be like you So bad So Beautiful I wanna look like you So flawless it’s cruel I wanna be like you So Bad So Beautiful
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Every Song Is The Same
I used to be so much stronger I can’t take it any longer I need you in my life I need you by my side You are so vain but so insecure So brave but so unsure If you need me to guide you I can be beside you (chorus) Every song I sing is the same The lyrics spell out your name Every chorus every melody I’ve fallen into your symphony Your nervous smirk and your purple shirt The way you...
Fake Words
Whats it called when you trust someone and all they do is let you down? When you try to make them happy and they make you frown? When you know you can’t trust them, but every secret you spill? When you can’t leave, but you know you should. With the tears at night and all the hurt. When you love them too much, and they cant even return a call? Every meaningless fake word, further you...
Sophmore Fall
remember when you used to call? every night of sophmore fall i still feel the butterflies i’d get seeing your name flash at me remember when you wanted to be with me? drive to minnesota just to see me! maybe your plans got changed or maybe you got lost on your way all these memories i have, am i the only one? this head over heels thing aint much fun. all these stories i have, that you...
Burned
you hurt me several years ago but i’m not sure that you know my wound, my scar from all the pain reopened again. & i just wish that you were gone. are you another memory that just won’t fade? baby just go away
cause’ i was burned by you, my heart split in two. your just another flame that was too strong. your the reason i’m singing this song. i’m just another...
Time Wasted On You
i think i’m searching for something i’ll never find. i wonder why you are always on my mind. everyday, every hour. you have so much power. i call you just to see what you might say every breath brings a smile to my face and i decide it’s a good day today and i wonder am i feeling what i’m feeling and i wonder did you feel it too? or am i a forgotten face a...
Love Song
I didn’t write love songs I didn’t know how I never wrote a love song Until you came around
I watched you enter the room You scanned the place Looked for a face famillar to you
And on that night I felt alive But so alone Then you looked me in the eyes I knew I fell too soon
I didn’t write love songs I didn’t know how I never wrote a love song Until you came around
It’s like I can’t get...
Falling Falling Falling Hard
i can’t handle not being in your arms tonight i’m quietly thinking that i need to get some rest
i can’t stand you and her i don’t want to be alone i’m quietly thinking that it’s out of my control i’m falling falling falling through the thin air i’m falling falling falling more your my shooting star i keep falling falling falling hard
i wanna make my heart shut up i want you to go away people...
July 2009
5 posts
